by Gary J Whitehead
Sometimes they talk with me,
these children I have not fathered,
and the things they say,
though I forget them,
seem like sentences out of books
I read once and haven’t thought of since.
Today, a boy who in the absence
of his density might have been me,
the fiddlehead of his hand
in mine, followed me
through the upstairs hall,
asking something which,
if I had to guess,
I’d say had to do with destiny.
Outside, a school bus was passing,
the rev of its engine
like a bow drawn across a string,
a brief life’s arc of sound
into and out of the house –
windows and walls and quiet rooms –
where I stood dumbstruck
and almost ready to answer.
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